I'm supposed to sleep with Hunney now but I can't. I feel sleepy but I can't really sleep well tonight. I just don't know why I can't really sleep. I have nothing to worry about and I was alright from the morning I woke up till now typing to update my journal. Hmm..

Maybe It's about Hunney cause I will have the negative thinking about him. ALWAYS PLEASE. Hais. Perhaps, he's doing his job as a good boyfriend towards me. A most to perfection type. I know people can't be always true but at least informing me the untrue is better than nothing, isn't. Okay, I should stop this is topic.

Move on to work, well it's unexpected to receive a good service award for October month. Quite surprising and feeling gay. Haha. I realize that I have been pleasant to customer maybe because of the Philipines Staff as I'm really comfortable working with her and as a senior staff toward her, I need to show a good example of myself so she will know how serious the work can be. :)
One more thing, I just don't understand why most of the Philipines people like to have a big butt?! And they keep saying that I'm sexy which I don't even think I am la please. Haha. Ohmy, they are the people whom bring the joy to my work okay. HAHAHA.

For Hunney, he enjoyed working and omfg, he look so confident with his wearing and he really proud to be one of them. :) I'm relieved when you really loves it! Hope it will get better and better each day aites. PLUS YOUR PAY IS HIGHER THAN ME OR WHAT?!
Nvm, I will get monthly salary from you also. :p Hehe. Nah, we always help each other okay and always say 'Alhamdulilah' whenever rezeki yang halal bertambah. :)

My parents and I were quarrelling over the accident at Balestier Road oppsite Quality Hotel. We were talking about the road lanes and I swear it's the funniest moment ever! Baba pissed off till he made whatever is infront of him as an example of the cars, van and road lanes just to makes things clear! HAHAHA! VERY CUTE! And, I showed them lotsa hand sign and Mama don't believe neither one of us, so what she did is, see the street directory! WTH?! They won't show you how many lanes there is but just the way only! HAHAHA. Okay, I must stop it cause I'm laughing my ass off now!

Aites then.. it's already 2.14am and I really need to sleep~
Nights World.

Okay, what I shall blog today? Been busy with life lately. So much plan too little time. Need to handle the plan wisely. :)

Well, I'm grateful to have all my family and friends in my life. They really understand my in and out feelings. For those whom I've stopped being friend with, I'm truly sorry as you can't be a friend that I really need and trust. I believe its such a childish thing to have such problem but being straight forward with a strong guts is what we really need to be true. Let's stop saying about believing in karma and just go with the flow of life. I thanks to Allah because now I have the initiative of being straight forward person and learn not to say things in sarcastic way on blog or face to face because I find it such a kiddy now.

I'm truly sorry if I neglect some of my beautiful people. I want to give all my friends a fair amount of love and hopefully there's no jealousy in between. :)

To My Zara, I know I have not been contacting you always this time as I've been hard working nowadays to get more cash for next month pay and I bet you know why. I know you always have no hard feelings towards me and always been there for me. I appreciated it lot. Thanks for asking me how am I, am I okay and stuff. You're the only who being like this concern to me and makes me feel that I'm expensive. You're really a nice person created by Allah. I love you awesome-ly. :)

To Sue-darling, I know you have a hard times in going through all the mess about the ex but I'm grateful that Joey was there for you. I'm sorry if I always not being there as I usually busy and that's the reason why I seems the last one to know about everything you have been going through. You know I will always be there for you but work keeps me pulling back. Hopefully he's the one for you, darling. For my point of view, he really treat you perfectly nice and well. We will definitely meet when your exam are over and oh, with Wani darling too! Thanks for understand me, darling~

This are the people whom i have not been contacting much and I love you people to bits. Muacks*

I would like to congrats Hunney for your hard work in getting a job that you have been wanted since years*. You are so happy which makes me million times happy too! Patience is really a virtue, isn't. :) I hope we will do a real well in future. Insya - Allah~

Hunney was so hot when he wore the Superman jacket, really. Once, I asked him why you so obessed with Superman? 

Me: Why you so obessed with Superman uh?
H: He's so strong, so cool, so helpful and so sexy with his underwear outside. He's unique.
Me: *giggling* Okay.
H: Why you asked?
Me: Cause I want you to be my Superman can? You think you can make it?
H: Anything for you, baby.
Me: Elehhh.

Macam paham only. I want to bring Ayumie along for his celebration because someone miss her. Hehe. Hunney, please don't read this entry. I don't want you to know a thing about your birthday. It's a horrible birthday celebration. Chey! 

I have to plan something for New Year, countdown is fun, don't you think so? I want to do something different, definitely. I don't want to be the same typical people go Marina, just to watch the fireworks and show from the locals. Kinda boring! Of course I need some party people to come along. Heat some floor, please!

Saturday, I want to go to Ayumie's house to celebrate her belated birthday, Hopefully can. I want to buy for her a cake and present by my own "money". I want her to remember Aunty Eiya was the one who do all this for her when she grown up later. :) I love you my darling. Your father is a shit now, Ayumie. His brain is in his ass. Fuck him.

Later I will be working halfday to go out with the familia. I can't wait to treat them something nice. CAN'T WAIT!

I'm not sleepy yet. Hunney, so sorry for not sleeping with you! Baby can't sleep!